Thursday, December 17, 2009

Being ME...

it's been a while since i updated my blog. like a couple of days late. there was a down side. but it seems to be settled. i still hope he really forgive and forget. it's hard, i know i've been there done that. people say " if you forgive but didnt forget, it means you hadnt completely forgiven yet." but i think i'm cool with it..

i understand. it was entirely my fault. it's okay. moving on.. hmm this couple of days had been boring. i pretty much just turn into a total pig. i've done nothing but laze around all day long. watching movies; stuff like that. and the one hateful thing is. IT RAINED IN THE EVENINGS. gosh i couldnt even go for a jog. it rained for 2 days straight i didnt get to work out. WTH

im practically covered in mushrooms, fungus, all types of rotting things. see how bored i am."tsk self pity" but still i had company. we texted each other. it's nice talking to him. i don't get excited or high. it's just plain old nice and easy. maybe the word comfortable fits the scenario.

well today the topic i asked him was about me. few of them i find really interesting answers. wont go to the details. it's just between me and him. weird, but it was fun. i get to know how's ME like in his eyes. i guess i can say i get a pretty good score. just that there are issues

i mean who doesn't have issues no one is perfect. but all the same i am happy. soo thx dear you're the best. im grining from cheek to cheek texting you. my mom sees that she going to call me crazy..AGAIN...

soo thanks again you're a wonderful person. you make my day. well i just hope i dont destroy yours. " you know who i am talking about"

quote for the day: Happiness pulses with every beat of my heart. ~Emily Logan Decens

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