am leaving for KLIA on the 27th at 3.30am... wont be sleeping. my flight will be at 9am. i will be celebrating NEW YEARS there!! be back on the 4th around 2am; and on the same day is the first day of school. should i skip??...
peace out. maybe this would be my last post for 2009!!..
2009 had been very memorable. there are HUGE changes in my life.
ill be missing you dear. meeting you on 2010. wishing my readers happy new year!!
Friday, December 25, 2009
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Am over the moon..
today i woke up at 7am.. i know WOW! early. i couldnt get back to sleep, i just laid on my bed. waited for time to pass. today is the day we were to go back to school and get our results. i was worrying my mind out. was dragging my feet off the bed. i showered got dress. by that time it was already 8am. i texted him and kah mun. TENSION!!..
kah mun asked me if i a m worried..HELL YEA! i was... me and her tried to keep each other calm. i asked her what color jeans should i go with. LIDSOC shirt or PE attire. after i picked what to wear. i went downstairs and turned on the computer. i went online, vincent wish me luck. i went off. and listened to some music. i was still texting this time jo woke up already. he called twice to console me. am glad...
my mom wasnt back by 10.15am. jo was texting me and telling that she's lining up. i called my mom and rushed her. and got yelled at. i was soo angry. it wasnt my fault. i gave up called my wife and ask if she could pick me up. she came 5 minutes later. THANK GOD! on the way there. there was a traffic jam..i was thinking "of all time now there's a jam!!" me and thum aka my wife, tried to joke with each other. releasing tensions.
we reach the school i just ran all the way into the hall. thum was after me at the back. i went there i grab hold of that pen and only i noticed i was actually shaking. i quickly signatured the name list. and my teacher was shocked to see me catching my breathe. she say congratz and hand me my slipt. i was shocked. i looked..STRAIGHT A's!!. i thanked teacher and went over to thum.
she got 6A's. good, i went to see kah mun.we talked. i called en. met up with Jo. and back to be with kahmun, we talked me consoling her. "kah mun dont be upset okay?"... i texted and asked my mom if i can go celebrate in jusco. she said sure i could. i called my dad. i called him to tell him also. my mom came just a bit after kah mun left.
waited for my sis to get her certificate. i was super relief. after all the worrying. i went to Jusco, i was there alone because i was the first. then around 12pm kent came with alexis and edmund. we walked around. went to the cinema and bought a 3.20pm movie Alvin and the Chipmunks 2. we went to the food court to buy some drinks. i met with vicky, sin yee, crys and ching. Got teased.
we had lunch in sushi king. we browse for items. he says he want to get me something. i dont really have anything i want though. we went to bowl; one game. and gwash i sucked at it been a while since i played. saw schoolmates there alex, crys, ching, vicky, kirtarra, mag, sin yee. we left after a game. we went over to the cineplax, he distrubuted the tickets and went down to buy mcDonalds. he treated ice cream. which was suppose to be smuggled into the cinema.
we stayed by the cinema and waited, i saw japhia, vivian, wai yan and ee wei. while waiting i was eating ice cream and chatting. when it was about time to enter the cinema i couldnt swallow anymore ice cream since it was melty i couldnt put it into my bag. soo i had to throw it away. he treated popcorn and coke. the movie was great, funny and there was a part pity my heng tai he kena potong.
we finished the movie, went browsing for my sister's anklet. i dont know where to get any. so we went to Jusco's grocery department get something for my dog. met up with jo and alex. after paying we followed them. alex went home; it was just me, kent and jo. we hang around and search for anklet. we found some. it only looks okay. i just bought them. wasnt much of a choice.
by then we were still thinking what to get for me. soo i went to universal travellers and he got me scarf ^^ for my trip to beijing on the 27th. my X'mas gift. we walked for a bit and decided to sit and chat in coffee beans. me, jo and him. me and him shared a drink. we talked for maybe half hour, i didnt keep track of the time. when we were about to leave i gave him my X'mas gift.
he liked it; i hope. i went home with jo. her mom fetched. i came home text, showered had dinner and online for a bit, went and pack my things for beijing. we are departing on the 26 late night to KLIA. tomorrow am doing some last minute shopping for the trip. getting some winter stuff.
overall today, i am tired but extremely happy, joy for the two things that happened.
(the scarf)
today marks the best day of 2009!
kah mun asked me if i a m worried..HELL YEA! i was... me and her tried to keep each other calm. i asked her what color jeans should i go with. LIDSOC shirt or PE attire. after i picked what to wear. i went downstairs and turned on the computer. i went online, vincent wish me luck. i went off. and listened to some music. i was still texting this time jo woke up already. he called twice to console me. am glad...
my mom wasnt back by 10.15am. jo was texting me and telling that she's lining up. i called my mom and rushed her. and got yelled at. i was soo angry. it wasnt my fault. i gave up called my wife and ask if she could pick me up. she came 5 minutes later. THANK GOD! on the way there. there was a traffic jam..i was thinking "of all time now there's a jam!!" me and thum aka my wife, tried to joke with each other. releasing tensions.
we reach the school i just ran all the way into the hall. thum was after me at the back. i went there i grab hold of that pen and only i noticed i was actually shaking. i quickly signatured the name list. and my teacher was shocked to see me catching my breathe. she say congratz and hand me my slipt. i was shocked. i looked..STRAIGHT A's!!. i thanked teacher and went over to thum.
she got 6A's. good, i went to see kah mun.we talked. i called en. met up with Jo. and back to be with kahmun, we talked me consoling her. "kah mun dont be upset okay?"... i texted and asked my mom if i can go celebrate in jusco. she said sure i could. i called my dad. i called him to tell him also. my mom came just a bit after kah mun left.
waited for my sis to get her certificate. i was super relief. after all the worrying. i went to Jusco, i was there alone because i was the first. then around 12pm kent came with alexis and edmund. we walked around. went to the cinema and bought a 3.20pm movie Alvin and the Chipmunks 2. we went to the food court to buy some drinks. i met with vicky, sin yee, crys and ching. Got teased.
we had lunch in sushi king. we browse for items. he says he want to get me something. i dont really have anything i want though. we went to bowl; one game. and gwash i sucked at it been a while since i played. saw schoolmates there alex, crys, ching, vicky, kirtarra, mag, sin yee. we left after a game. we went over to the cineplax, he distrubuted the tickets and went down to buy mcDonalds. he treated ice cream. which was suppose to be smuggled into the cinema.
we stayed by the cinema and waited, i saw japhia, vivian, wai yan and ee wei. while waiting i was eating ice cream and chatting. when it was about time to enter the cinema i couldnt swallow anymore ice cream since it was melty i couldnt put it into my bag. soo i had to throw it away. he treated popcorn and coke. the movie was great, funny and there was a part pity my heng tai he kena potong.
we finished the movie, went browsing for my sister's anklet. i dont know where to get any. so we went to Jusco's grocery department get something for my dog. met up with jo and alex. after paying we followed them. alex went home; it was just me, kent and jo. we hang around and search for anklet. we found some. it only looks okay. i just bought them. wasnt much of a choice.
by then we were still thinking what to get for me. soo i went to universal travellers and he got me scarf ^^ for my trip to beijing on the 27th. my X'mas gift. we walked for a bit and decided to sit and chat in coffee beans. me, jo and him. me and him shared a drink. we talked for maybe half hour, i didnt keep track of the time. when we were about to leave i gave him my X'mas gift.
he liked it; i hope. i went home with jo. her mom fetched. i came home text, showered had dinner and online for a bit, went and pack my things for beijing. we are departing on the 26 late night to KLIA. tomorrow am doing some last minute shopping for the trip. getting some winter stuff.
overall today, i am tired but extremely happy, joy for the two things that happened.
(the scarf)
today marks the best day of 2009!
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
needing a hug...
Today is the 23rd DECEMBER 2009. tomorrow is the DAY!!! everyone is wishing each other all the best. i feel like curling up some where and worry alone. i need a hug.. T.T...
today was pretty unlucky. i nearly fell TWICE! while walking down the stairs. went for a jog to clear my mind. but instead of that i suffered a headache. my brain was like being squeeze for it's juice. like stress migraine i think. i had to stop jogging at the 3rd round!
i brisk walked till around 6 and i went home. the headache was killing me. was angry because i couldnt jog more. at home i rest, showered thinking it will go away. But it didnt. walking was way harder. my legs felt like jello. i decided to lay down. going up the stairs made me out of breath! i was shock myself.
i tried to sleep. but it took forever. every time just about to sleep ill be wide awake again. i can feel my own pulse and every beat makes my head go crazy. i finally get to sleep. i dont know for how long but when my sister came into the room and open the cupboard. i woke up. i knew its a waste of time to go back to sleep.
i felt a lot better, still has minor aches but i was okay. i asked my maid to cook me some ginger ale. and i drank it, slowly, nearly choke because it's spicy. i continue texting jo, kah mun, kent.
and was chatting with my elder brother.
he showed me his picture of his girlfriend. green eyes and blond. shes pretty, he showed me what he got for his girlfriend for christmas. its beautiful. we talked. i got kinda quiet halfway through. wasnt in the mood for fun and laughter anymore. friends came over and say all the best.
i tried my best to not worry but still it gets to me. of course he is there to make me stop. and distract me. i thank you dear. to be able to be there for me when upset or pissed off. i am grateful that i knew you ^^... thank you!....i just hope i can do something in return. " you know who you are"
today was pretty unlucky. i nearly fell TWICE! while walking down the stairs. went for a jog to clear my mind. but instead of that i suffered a headache. my brain was like being squeeze for it's juice. like stress migraine i think. i had to stop jogging at the 3rd round!
i brisk walked till around 6 and i went home. the headache was killing me. was angry because i couldnt jog more. at home i rest, showered thinking it will go away. But it didnt. walking was way harder. my legs felt like jello. i decided to lay down. going up the stairs made me out of breath! i was shock myself.
i tried to sleep. but it took forever. every time just about to sleep ill be wide awake again. i can feel my own pulse and every beat makes my head go crazy. i finally get to sleep. i dont know for how long but when my sister came into the room and open the cupboard. i woke up. i knew its a waste of time to go back to sleep.
i felt a lot better, still has minor aches but i was okay. i asked my maid to cook me some ginger ale. and i drank it, slowly, nearly choke because it's spicy. i continue texting jo, kah mun, kent.
and was chatting with my elder brother.
he showed me his picture of his girlfriend. green eyes and blond. shes pretty, he showed me what he got for his girlfriend for christmas. its beautiful. we talked. i got kinda quiet halfway through. wasnt in the mood for fun and laughter anymore. friends came over and say all the best.
i tried my best to not worry but still it gets to me. of course he is there to make me stop. and distract me. i thank you dear. to be able to be there for me when upset or pissed off. i am grateful that i knew you ^^... thank you!....i just hope i can do something in return. " you know who you are"
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Being Me III
today was pretty normal. laze around the whole day. had ice cream vanilla cashew delight "desert after dinner" kinda regretted taking some. i didnt go out for jog cause it looked like it was going to rain. i waited for it to come and it didnt rain. was just plain piss.
today vincent aka sergei came spoke to me after a very very very long time. we clicked in an instant. he told me things and put it in the way i can understand. "he's deep and yes maybe i was the dumb one." i asked him questions and he showed me his poetry and songs.
he told me a lot of things it was fun. it kept me occupied at least, i wasnt worrying a lot. he makes an awesome elder brother. he told me his girlfriend and his life in the US. he calls me his "baby sister" and i just started giggling. we gave each other online hugs and kisses.
it did be weird for you guys for online hugs and kisses and hair ruffling.. but its not for me. i find it rather nice. if i were there it did happen. it was fun chatting with him again. and he decides to go to bed after 30hours being awake.
the rest of the night was spent waiting for my dearest to come on.. he came on for a while and went off because his net has problems. here i am texting and blogging at the same time. today i realize a few things. my questions were answered. and i am sure of what i feel now. clear cut. that is thanks to my bro.
it started when i told ilmin about it, i felt insecure..very insecure.. it didnt go away in an hour. hang on phone with jo and i found out maybe what was wrong with the way i felt. wasnt happy nor was i upset after finding out what was wrong.
after hanging on the phone with jo i felt a lot better. and regretted for what i told. it's still too early to find out what i feel. maybe not just yet. im not ready. i did like to stick to now. ill bury it deep down and someday maybe i will dig it up again. my confidence on this is still not enough maybe being insecure does help or im over thinking things?
quote for the day:I know well what I am fleeing from but not what I am in search of. ~Michel de Montaigne
today vincent aka sergei came spoke to me after a very very very long time. we clicked in an instant. he told me things and put it in the way i can understand. "he's deep and yes maybe i was the dumb one." i asked him questions and he showed me his poetry and songs.
he told me a lot of things it was fun. it kept me occupied at least, i wasnt worrying a lot. he makes an awesome elder brother. he told me his girlfriend and his life in the US. he calls me his "baby sister" and i just started giggling. we gave each other online hugs and kisses.
it did be weird for you guys for online hugs and kisses and hair ruffling.. but its not for me. i find it rather nice. if i were there it did happen. it was fun chatting with him again. and he decides to go to bed after 30hours being awake.
the rest of the night was spent waiting for my dearest to come on.. he came on for a while and went off because his net has problems. here i am texting and blogging at the same time. today i realize a few things. my questions were answered. and i am sure of what i feel now. clear cut. that is thanks to my bro.
it started when i told ilmin about it, i felt insecure..very insecure.. it didnt go away in an hour. hang on phone with jo and i found out maybe what was wrong with the way i felt. wasnt happy nor was i upset after finding out what was wrong.
after hanging on the phone with jo i felt a lot better. and regretted for what i told. it's still too early to find out what i feel. maybe not just yet. im not ready. i did like to stick to now. ill bury it deep down and someday maybe i will dig it up again. my confidence on this is still not enough maybe being insecure does help or im over thinking things?
quote for the day:I know well what I am fleeing from but not what I am in search of. ~Michel de Montaigne
Monday, December 21, 2009
Happy, worry, anxious....??
as everyone is informed at 10am on the 24th of December is where we are to be in school to get our results. 2 months of waiting and the BIG day will soon arrive.
Christmas is on the 25th, and 24th is the eve...now has everyone wrote a letter to santa? or wish upon a falling star? here's my wish list....
1. achieve good results. (X)
2. a new watch
3. psp go/3000 ( going to get that if my results are good)
4. find out what i am lacking in my life
5. stay friends with my friends
6. enjoy my trip to beijing( on the 27th)
7. keep fit (X)
8. find out answers to my questions.(X)
that's all for now.. things i want. i guess its pretty lame. but for now this is what i can think about. peace out..i can hear someone singing...*grins*
Christmas is on the 25th, and 24th is the eve...now has everyone wrote a letter to santa? or wish upon a falling star? here's my wish list....
1. achieve good results. (X)
2. a new watch
3. psp go/3000 ( going to get that if my results are good)
4. find out what i am lacking in my life
5. stay friends with my friends
6. enjoy my trip to beijing( on the 27th)
7. keep fit (X)
8. find out answers to my questions.(X)
that's all for now.. things i want. i guess its pretty lame. but for now this is what i can think about. peace out..i can hear someone singing...*grins*
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Being Me II
today my sis, pa and ma left for penang at 8.30. i was still having my beauty sleep. i didnt follow them today. yesterday or you can say this morning i went and laid on my bed at around 3.30am.. i was pretty exhausted from the trip but i was fine. i laid there in the dark thinking, picturing what is it like on the 24th dec 2009.
24th thursday is PMR reuslts day. i am soo worried, the thought of it give me headaches. he told me to not worry. but i cant help it can i? i didnt know what time i fell asleep i think it was late or VERY early in the morning.he texted me and i woke up. sitting on my bed wondering, how i fell asleep.
i got up, wash and went down it was 11. only i found out my mom left with my sis and dad to penang as well. i was home alone. i switch on the computer, left it on and watch some tv. i told him what i was thinking during the night. again he told me not to worry. i felt so bloody worried, i told him i wanna hug someone. having someone to console me at the urge of breaking down.
i climb the stairs and sat by the stairs, i guess my dog felt me sad, he came to me and sat beside me. he sniffed me and stared. i hugged him instantly with no hesitations. and i cried a bit. i sat there for a while. my dog didnt move a bit. i was also texting, trying to sound alright so he need not worry.
after a while i carried my dog and let him sit on my lap while i hug him. tears flow involuntarily. i took a couple of deep breathes to make it stop. it did. then i had lunch. watch CSI. and went upstairs texted till i fell asleep.i woke up and recalled a weird dream. it was vivid.
i told him and it was fun searching for the meaning; what my sub-concious mind is telling. was occupied for a while, then it was back to boredom. showered, found out my mom started packing for beijing already. had dinner and went out to Jusco. i got myself a pair of new flip-flops, a Bros bottle, a new book and school uniform.
my sister got jeans, and bottle. my mom got sport shoes. dady got shirt. i got home online, watched an episode of naruto, ate tambun biscuits. kept texting till he went to bed. i online spoke to jo about my day, and try not to worry because it causes headaches if i worry too much. and here i ended up, blogging and wishing JULIANNE HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY! many happy returns to you darling. am gonna read to distract myself.....
24th thursday is PMR reuslts day. i am soo worried, the thought of it give me headaches. he told me to not worry. but i cant help it can i? i didnt know what time i fell asleep i think it was late or VERY early in the morning.he texted me and i woke up. sitting on my bed wondering, how i fell asleep.
i got up, wash and went down it was 11. only i found out my mom left with my sis and dad to penang as well. i was home alone. i switch on the computer, left it on and watch some tv. i told him what i was thinking during the night. again he told me not to worry. i felt so bloody worried, i told him i wanna hug someone. having someone to console me at the urge of breaking down.
i climb the stairs and sat by the stairs, i guess my dog felt me sad, he came to me and sat beside me. he sniffed me and stared. i hugged him instantly with no hesitations. and i cried a bit. i sat there for a while. my dog didnt move a bit. i was also texting, trying to sound alright so he need not worry.
after a while i carried my dog and let him sit on my lap while i hug him. tears flow involuntarily. i took a couple of deep breathes to make it stop. it did. then i had lunch. watch CSI. and went upstairs texted till i fell asleep.i woke up and recalled a weird dream. it was vivid.
i told him and it was fun searching for the meaning; what my sub-concious mind is telling. was occupied for a while, then it was back to boredom. showered, found out my mom started packing for beijing already. had dinner and went out to Jusco. i got myself a pair of new flip-flops, a Bros bottle, a new book and school uniform.
my sister got jeans, and bottle. my mom got sport shoes. dady got shirt. i got home online, watched an episode of naruto, ate tambun biscuits. kept texting till he went to bed. i online spoke to jo about my day, and try not to worry because it causes headaches if i worry too much. and here i ended up, blogging and wishing JULIANNE HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY! many happy returns to you darling. am gonna read to distract myself.....
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Am thankful
Today i was up early like 8, had to get ready for a trip to penang. So guess what we did in penang?? we headed out early at 9.15. the purpose of this trip is to help my sister find a suitable college for her A-levels. we visited KDU and Disted* not so sure of the name* they talked about courses etc. Am dying of boredom.
we got pretty lost searching for disted college. trust me and we had an aid, it was the GPS. my dad was saying the GPS is wrong is wrong. trust me, the GPS was right from the begining. penang was dreadful in the noons. traffic WOW! tiny city jam-packed. it took us forever to reach the college. the building was OLD and small. first sight, no dont like it.
so my sister went with my parents to enquire more information on SAM and A-levels. it was painful, very boring trust me. i didnt hear a word on the courses, i was texting kent, asked him to accompany me for the day since going to penang has nothing to do with me at all 100% NOTHING! just had to tag along to make my dad happy.
anyway we visited the college campus. SUCKY! it was on an 11th floor. i told my family "if too stressful, you can just jump. suicide" my mom said" aim for the lorry, it's easier for pick up" so we LAWL at that. we also toured the college. the whole time i wasnt texting. kent had to play.
by the time we were done touring the place. my dad was saying, what a good place; he says that because it's cheap.
Anything cheap is always good. thats my dad! anyway i completely disagree to study there. COMPLETELY! my sister was like "if i study here, you will definately come" i was like " NO there's soo many choices its up to me to pick." my dad agrees with my sister. once again because its Cheap...
we met with my dad's old colleague. talked a bit, pretty weird his eldest daughter is my age yet he's listening about courses. i felt like telling him " isnt it too early? take it easy you have 2 more years to plan". we had lunch,the whole time i wasnt texting anyone. kent was still playing. then while searching for INTI college we found KDU, we decided to stop by there and look around.
my sister was introduced to a lecturer from KDU. while the lecturer was giving some information. kent texted, i nearly burst out laughing " thank god i did not" but i was grining trying my hardest not to laugh out loud. he told me he won and jumped for joyed." GRATZ KENT!" im happy for you.
so we looked around KDU. facilities are way better than disted college OBVIOUSLY!. me and kent talked about colleges and stuff. one thing about KDU penang, the lecturer seem to do better speaking in chinese. i was texting the whole time. when we finish looking at the campus as well, we left. it was dirzzling getting heavier by the moment.
i was bored and tired, but i was grateful kent was there accompanying me through text. my mom bought tambun biscuits. "gwash i love those" i slept the about the whole journey back. woke up, reached home, showered and had dinner.(was texting)
which leads me here blogging about my trip to penang. tomorrow my sister will be going back there with my dad. me and mom will stay home. am really happy to have kent to text with everytime i'm bored. it's always fun texting him, i ask him tons of questions.
"thx for letting me ask and never get angry with me."
we got pretty lost searching for disted college. trust me and we had an aid, it was the GPS. my dad was saying the GPS is wrong is wrong. trust me, the GPS was right from the begining. penang was dreadful in the noons. traffic WOW! tiny city jam-packed. it took us forever to reach the college. the building was OLD and small. first sight, no dont like it.
so my sister went with my parents to enquire more information on SAM and A-levels. it was painful, very boring trust me. i didnt hear a word on the courses, i was texting kent, asked him to accompany me for the day since going to penang has nothing to do with me at all 100% NOTHING! just had to tag along to make my dad happy.
anyway we visited the college campus. SUCKY! it was on an 11th floor. i told my family "if too stressful, you can just jump. suicide" my mom said" aim for the lorry, it's easier for pick up" so we LAWL at that. we also toured the college. the whole time i wasnt texting. kent had to play.
by the time we were done touring the place. my dad was saying, what a good place; he says that because it's cheap.
Anything cheap is always good. thats my dad! anyway i completely disagree to study there. COMPLETELY! my sister was like "if i study here, you will definately come" i was like " NO there's soo many choices its up to me to pick." my dad agrees with my sister. once again because its Cheap...
we met with my dad's old colleague. talked a bit, pretty weird his eldest daughter is my age yet he's listening about courses. i felt like telling him " isnt it too early? take it easy you have 2 more years to plan". we had lunch,the whole time i wasnt texting anyone. kent was still playing. then while searching for INTI college we found KDU, we decided to stop by there and look around.
my sister was introduced to a lecturer from KDU. while the lecturer was giving some information. kent texted, i nearly burst out laughing " thank god i did not" but i was grining trying my hardest not to laugh out loud. he told me he won and jumped for joyed." GRATZ KENT!" im happy for you.
so we looked around KDU. facilities are way better than disted college OBVIOUSLY!. me and kent talked about colleges and stuff. one thing about KDU penang, the lecturer seem to do better speaking in chinese. i was texting the whole time. when we finish looking at the campus as well, we left. it was dirzzling getting heavier by the moment.
i was bored and tired, but i was grateful kent was there accompanying me through text. my mom bought tambun biscuits. "gwash i love those" i slept the about the whole journey back. woke up, reached home, showered and had dinner.(was texting)
which leads me here blogging about my trip to penang. tomorrow my sister will be going back there with my dad. me and mom will stay home. am really happy to have kent to text with everytime i'm bored. it's always fun texting him, i ask him tons of questions.
"thx for letting me ask and never get angry with me."
Friday, December 18, 2009
My sister's keeper
this is a movie entitled "my sister's keeper" starring cameron diaz, abigail berslin.
this movie is sad yet touching and magnificent.this movie is base on a book by jodi picoult.
here's the summary on it:
In Los Angeles, the eleven year old Anna Fitzgerald seeks the successful lawyer Campbell Alexander trying to hire him to earn medical emancipation from her mother Sara that wants Anna to donate her kidney to her sister. She tells the lawyer the story of her family after the discovery that her older sister Kate has had leukemia; how she was conceived by in vitro fertilization to become a donor; and the medical procedures she has been submitted since she was five years old to donate to her sister. Campbell accepts to work pro bono and the obsessed Sara decides to go to court to force Anna to help her sister.
the dvd's summary:
Sara and Brian live an idyllic life with their young son and daughter. but their family is rocked by sudden heartbreaking news that forces them to make a different and unorthodox choice in order to save their bay girl's life. the parents' desperate decisions raises both ethical and moral questions and rips away at the foundation of their relationship, their actions ultimately set off a court case that threatens to tear the family apart, while revealing surprising truths that challenge everyone's perceptions of love and loyalty and give a new meaning to the definition of healing.
here's the book cover:
here's how the movie looked like:
this movie is sad yet touching and magnificent.this movie is base on a book by jodi picoult.
here's the summary on it:
In Los Angeles, the eleven year old Anna Fitzgerald seeks the successful lawyer Campbell Alexander trying to hire him to earn medical emancipation from her mother Sara that wants Anna to donate her kidney to her sister. She tells the lawyer the story of her family after the discovery that her older sister Kate has had leukemia; how she was conceived by in vitro fertilization to become a donor; and the medical procedures she has been submitted since she was five years old to donate to her sister. Campbell accepts to work pro bono and the obsessed Sara decides to go to court to force Anna to help her sister.
the dvd's summary:
Sara and Brian live an idyllic life with their young son and daughter. but their family is rocked by sudden heartbreaking news that forces them to make a different and unorthodox choice in order to save their bay girl's life. the parents' desperate decisions raises both ethical and moral questions and rips away at the foundation of their relationship, their actions ultimately set off a court case that threatens to tear the family apart, while revealing surprising truths that challenge everyone's perceptions of love and loyalty and give a new meaning to the definition of healing.
here's the book cover:
here's how the movie looked like:
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Being ME...
it's been a while since i updated my blog. like a couple of days late. there was a down side. but it seems to be settled. i still hope he really forgive and forget. it's hard, i know i've been there done that. people say " if you forgive but didnt forget, it means you hadnt completely forgiven yet." but i think i'm cool with it..
i understand. it was entirely my fault. it's okay. moving on.. hmm this couple of days had been boring. i pretty much just turn into a total pig. i've done nothing but laze around all day long. watching movies; stuff like that. and the one hateful thing is. IT RAINED IN THE EVENINGS. gosh i couldnt even go for a jog. it rained for 2 days straight i didnt get to work out. WTH
im practically covered in mushrooms, fungus, all types of rotting things. see how bored i am."tsk self pity" but still i had company. we texted each other. it's nice talking to him. i don't get excited or high. it's just plain old nice and easy. maybe the word comfortable fits the scenario.
well today the topic i asked him was about me. few of them i find really interesting answers. wont go to the details. it's just between me and him. weird, but it was fun. i get to know how's ME like in his eyes. i guess i can say i get a pretty good score. just that there are issues
i mean who doesn't have issues no one is perfect. but all the same i am happy. soo thx dear you're the best. im grining from cheek to cheek texting you. my mom sees that she going to call me crazy..AGAIN...
soo thanks again you're a wonderful person. you make my day. well i just hope i dont destroy yours. " you know who i am talking about"
quote for the day: Happiness pulses with every beat of my heart. ~Emily Logan Decens
i understand. it was entirely my fault. it's okay. moving on.. hmm this couple of days had been boring. i pretty much just turn into a total pig. i've done nothing but laze around all day long. watching movies; stuff like that. and the one hateful thing is. IT RAINED IN THE EVENINGS. gosh i couldnt even go for a jog. it rained for 2 days straight i didnt get to work out. WTH
im practically covered in mushrooms, fungus, all types of rotting things. see how bored i am."tsk self pity" but still i had company. we texted each other. it's nice talking to him. i don't get excited or high. it's just plain old nice and easy. maybe the word comfortable fits the scenario.
well today the topic i asked him was about me. few of them i find really interesting answers. wont go to the details. it's just between me and him. weird, but it was fun. i get to know how's ME like in his eyes. i guess i can say i get a pretty good score. just that there are issues
i mean who doesn't have issues no one is perfect. but all the same i am happy. soo thx dear you're the best. im grining from cheek to cheek texting you. my mom sees that she going to call me crazy..AGAIN...
soo thanks again you're a wonderful person. you make my day. well i just hope i dont destroy yours. " you know who i am talking about"
quote for the day: Happiness pulses with every beat of my heart. ~Emily Logan Decens
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Human trafficking
Human trafficking; this topic came from the movie i watched from hallmark this morning around 1am. it was a great movie. showing the harsh realities of human trafficking. it's important to know a little something on this.
human trafficking happens when someone is tricked or lured and forced to do a job, with low payment or none at all. human trafficking include prostitution and forced labor. human trafficking is one of the fastest-growing criminals industry in the world.it's not just drug abuse.
victims of human traffickers are usually abuse, is not permitted to leave, and is required to work or provide services of some kind. victims are tricked by false promises. they may manipulate you and uses deception or even feigned love. some are kidnapped by force. thus, women and children please be aware. it doesnt matter how old you are..
the movie i watched yesterday is entitled 'human trafficking'. it is a great movie and harsh showing what happens to a women ( who got tricked by love), a 16 year old girl ( who was trick to be a model) and a young child (who was kidnapped). they are forced to work in prostitution centers.
Hundreds of thousands of young women have vanished from their everyday lives-forced by violence into a hellish existence of brutality and prostitution. They're a profitable commodity in the multi-billion-dollar industry of modern slavery.
quote for the day : You are a human being. You have rights inherent in that reality. You have dignity and worth that exists prior to law. ~Lyn Beth Neylon
human trafficking happens when someone is tricked or lured and forced to do a job, with low payment or none at all. human trafficking include prostitution and forced labor. human trafficking is one of the fastest-growing criminals industry in the world.it's not just drug abuse.
victims of human traffickers are usually abuse, is not permitted to leave, and is required to work or provide services of some kind. victims are tricked by false promises. they may manipulate you and uses deception or even feigned love. some are kidnapped by force. thus, women and children please be aware. it doesnt matter how old you are..
the movie i watched yesterday is entitled 'human trafficking'. it is a great movie and harsh showing what happens to a women ( who got tricked by love), a 16 year old girl ( who was trick to be a model) and a young child (who was kidnapped). they are forced to work in prostitution centers.
Hundreds of thousands of young women have vanished from their everyday lives-forced by violence into a hellish existence of brutality and prostitution. They're a profitable commodity in the multi-billion-dollar industry of modern slavery.
quote for the day : You are a human being. You have rights inherent in that reality. You have dignity and worth that exists prior to law. ~Lyn Beth Neylon
Saturday, December 12, 2009
The Prom.....
The prom was yesterday night,11th december 2009 (Friday). it all started when kent ask me to be his date bout 1 week ago; i agreed to it.nothing to worry about and julianne darling we didnt hook up.
i started my preparations at around 4.30pm, showered and waited for my hair to dry 'i dont use hair dryers'. kent arrive around 5.30pm and after a bit my mom came home. kent took a shower and changed. my sister did my hair and i changed. my dad came home extremly early *shocked*
i was ready around 5.45pm, kent sat in the living room with my parents..rofl..they attacked kent with parents type of questions... i was still getting ready and trying to rush, it'll be even harder if he stays longer in my house.
my mom drove us (me and kent)to the church at around 6pm. nerve-racking, it was a pretty quiet drive; also awkward. thank god the drive from my place to OMPH wasnt a long one, "phew".. we were the few earliest there. when we reach my mom drop us near the hall. we saw sean, kee shaun and willie.
sean was waiting for his date, he brought her a teddy "aww soo sweet" and then i met with sha and viva. they were gorgeous trust me. more and more people started to come. i was so afraid i did fall since i dont do good in heels. sucks that. anyway, more and more guys started coming in. it was cool since i need to see a few people in FLESH. willie, ilmin, yee jin and etc.
introduce my date to sha and viva, the knew each other 'mano tuition'. sha introduce her guy to me. they are a cute couple. meet with julianne, eleena and queenie and denise. i met some of my seniors like sonia, alexis many others. the dinner started around 7pm. the dinner was B-O-R-I-N-G. my date said " it's like an apek event"..true
after the dinner, the REAL PROM started. there were contests, dancing, and performances. really awesome. i joined one of the event "am no elaborating on it"
as the time passes. everyone got hyped up. the guys were like drunk even though there is no alcohol. my heng tai, alex and his friend willie and sean rocked the dance floor.
we danced around. they guys lost it and started playing with their ties. they went up on stage the whole gang. it was hillarious. i laughed till my stomach hurts.the word CRAZY cant even match up to the whole thing.we danced in a circle, more like jumping. jumpin in heels tough job. it's a good thing i didnt wear any make up. or it would come off cuz we were all sweating.
ilmin look like he didnt enjoy himself and he looked pretty awkward. but i think he did i mean who couldnt.we took a break from all the jumping/ dancing, and watched performance...and back to dancing..
around the end there was slow dance... kent asked me to dance on stage, we did for a short while cause we were the only couple left up there. we went down to the dance floor and continued.my heng tai was teasing me so was kee shaun. got a called from my dad and he said he was coming in 10 minutes...i know you guys are going "awww" anyway i told him that i had to leave. went out thanked him for the night. i hugged him thank you and asked him to join his friends
i waited for my dad, kent was sweet he came over and waited with me. till i told him it was okay to leave since my dad came. soo once again "thanks for the night kent"
in the other post i will post the pictures. i dont want this post to be extremly long.
i started my preparations at around 4.30pm, showered and waited for my hair to dry 'i dont use hair dryers'. kent arrive around 5.30pm and after a bit my mom came home. kent took a shower and changed. my sister did my hair and i changed. my dad came home extremly early *shocked*
i was ready around 5.45pm, kent sat in the living room with my parents..rofl..they attacked kent with parents type of questions... i was still getting ready and trying to rush, it'll be even harder if he stays longer in my house.
my mom drove us (me and kent)to the church at around 6pm. nerve-racking, it was a pretty quiet drive; also awkward. thank god the drive from my place to OMPH wasnt a long one, "phew".. we were the few earliest there. when we reach my mom drop us near the hall. we saw sean, kee shaun and willie.
sean was waiting for his date, he brought her a teddy "aww soo sweet" and then i met with sha and viva. they were gorgeous trust me. more and more people started to come. i was so afraid i did fall since i dont do good in heels. sucks that. anyway, more and more guys started coming in. it was cool since i need to see a few people in FLESH. willie, ilmin, yee jin and etc.
introduce my date to sha and viva, the knew each other 'mano tuition'. sha introduce her guy to me. they are a cute couple. meet with julianne, eleena and queenie and denise. i met some of my seniors like sonia, alexis many others. the dinner started around 7pm. the dinner was B-O-R-I-N-G. my date said " it's like an apek event"..true
after the dinner, the REAL PROM started. there were contests, dancing, and performances. really awesome. i joined one of the event "am no elaborating on it"
as the time passes. everyone got hyped up. the guys were like drunk even though there is no alcohol. my heng tai, alex and his friend willie and sean rocked the dance floor.
we danced around. they guys lost it and started playing with their ties. they went up on stage the whole gang. it was hillarious. i laughed till my stomach hurts.the word CRAZY cant even match up to the whole thing.we danced in a circle, more like jumping. jumpin in heels tough job. it's a good thing i didnt wear any make up. or it would come off cuz we were all sweating.
ilmin look like he didnt enjoy himself and he looked pretty awkward. but i think he did i mean who couldnt.we took a break from all the jumping/ dancing, and watched performance...and back to dancing..
around the end there was slow dance... kent asked me to dance on stage, we did for a short while cause we were the only couple left up there. we went down to the dance floor and continued.my heng tai was teasing me so was kee shaun. got a called from my dad and he said he was coming in 10 minutes...i know you guys are going "awww" anyway i told him that i had to leave. went out thanked him for the night. i hugged him thank you and asked him to join his friends
i waited for my dad, kent was sweet he came over and waited with me. till i told him it was okay to leave since my dad came. soo once again "thanks for the night kent"
in the other post i will post the pictures. i dont want this post to be extremly long.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Kiwi....
the title says it all, today i'm going to blog about KIWIS, you did be wondering of all things in this world i did blog a bout a "kiwi"...actually i've nothing to blog about for today, but as i was speaking to someone *you know who you are* i got the idea as it was a name ...
now now, today ill be talking about the fruit, now the bird that is under extinction..here's a couple of things you can know about kiwis..kiwifruit a.k.a kiwi; is actually a berry, awesome huh!.. i didn't dig deep well this idea is sort of spontaneous.. now a kiwi is actually a chinese GOOSEBERRY
a kiwifruit originally has many names, it's original name is 'sunny peach'(yáng táo) or "Macaque peach" (Mihou Tao).. here's is a kiwi's scientific name, Actinidia deliciosa
a kiwi is declared as a national fruit of the People's Republic Of China.. kiwi is nutrition as it's a kind of berry (fruit), it is a rich source of vitamin C..to me kiwi's are tasty fruit. it's not hard to eat it, i love it when it's sour and sweet!..yum..exactly..
a kiwi can be grown in temperate climates.. here are some pictures of kiwis
well that's it for today...
now now, today ill be talking about the fruit, now the bird that is under extinction..here's a couple of things you can know about kiwis..kiwifruit a.k.a kiwi; is actually a berry, awesome huh!.. i didn't dig deep well this idea is sort of spontaneous.. now a kiwi is actually a chinese GOOSEBERRY
a kiwifruit originally has many names, it's original name is 'sunny peach'(yáng táo) or "Macaque peach" (Mihou Tao).. here's is a kiwi's scientific name, Actinidia deliciosa
a kiwi is declared as a national fruit of the People's Republic Of China.. kiwi is nutrition as it's a kind of berry (fruit), it is a rich source of vitamin C..to me kiwi's are tasty fruit. it's not hard to eat it, i love it when it's sour and sweet!..yum..exactly..
a kiwi can be grown in temperate climates.. here are some pictures of kiwis
well that's it for today...
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Everything is okay
today for me was normal, i went to club my golf was actually pretty good.. there's still mistake but the at least the ball could fly ..weeeee!!...it was a rainy evening, more like a storm, i've to stop playing golf (in the driving range), you can imagined how heavy it was...
the down pour made me ran back to the main building, i was soaking wet, alex, aaron and kent was playing billiard..i was watching, by the side-lines i got pretty bored and prayed for the rain to stop, so i can swim...
i walked around, waited, finally the rain stop, it was around 6.45pm, i quickly changed, called up my mom telling her to pick us ( me ans my sis) up at 8pm..kent, aaron and alex was playing tennis..a doubles game,i got up from the pool around 7.25pm, and stayed to watch the doubles game the guys were playing ( still wet from the swimming)
i took a shower, watched the doubles game for a bit and went home... here's where the drama sorta started, in the car, i asked my mom if i could take a cab to the prom (omph one) , she yelled at me saying " IF YOU'RE GOING BY A CAB YOU DONT GO, ITS NOT AN IMPORTANT EVENT, ARE YOU CRAZY?!?"... the whole time i was being real quiet, my mind went blank...
i went home and texted ilmin, trying real hard to contain my anger, i thought i couldnt make it to the prom. i told kent to bring someone else since transport is practically the main thing to go to the prom, i was than saved by jo ee, she called me ( i know she's a good friend she helped me out) .. " jo i feel a lot better every time i talk to you"..than julianne came and talk to me through msn, she suggested queenie and gave me her number ( thx jules really..ty)
i called queenie, thank god she's not asleep yet, i asked a very very huge favor..if she could take me to the prom, and she said yes...i was over the moon "ty queenie, ty ty ty ty and sorry i had to trouble you).. i think she got a little bit annoyed cuz i kept saying thank you and sorry
everything is okay, queenie, jo, jules,ilmin and kent (he put up with me) saved me...tyvm..i mean it tyvm...
quote for the day: If I had to sum up Friendship in one word, it would be Comfort. ~Adabella Radici
the down pour made me ran back to the main building, i was soaking wet, alex, aaron and kent was playing billiard..i was watching, by the side-lines i got pretty bored and prayed for the rain to stop, so i can swim...
i walked around, waited, finally the rain stop, it was around 6.45pm, i quickly changed, called up my mom telling her to pick us ( me ans my sis) up at 8pm..kent, aaron and alex was playing tennis..a doubles game,i got up from the pool around 7.25pm, and stayed to watch the doubles game the guys were playing ( still wet from the swimming)
i took a shower, watched the doubles game for a bit and went home... here's where the drama sorta started, in the car, i asked my mom if i could take a cab to the prom (omph one) , she yelled at me saying " IF YOU'RE GOING BY A CAB YOU DONT GO, ITS NOT AN IMPORTANT EVENT, ARE YOU CRAZY?!?"... the whole time i was being real quiet, my mind went blank...
i went home and texted ilmin, trying real hard to contain my anger, i thought i couldnt make it to the prom. i told kent to bring someone else since transport is practically the main thing to go to the prom, i was than saved by jo ee, she called me ( i know she's a good friend she helped me out) .. " jo i feel a lot better every time i talk to you"..than julianne came and talk to me through msn, she suggested queenie and gave me her number ( thx jules really..ty)
i called queenie, thank god she's not asleep yet, i asked a very very huge favor..if she could take me to the prom, and she said yes...i was over the moon "ty queenie, ty ty ty ty and sorry i had to trouble you).. i think she got a little bit annoyed cuz i kept saying thank you and sorry
everything is okay, queenie, jo, jules,ilmin and kent (he put up with me) saved me...tyvm..i mean it tyvm...
quote for the day: If I had to sum up Friendship in one word, it would be Comfort. ~Adabella Radici
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
I did tell, i did
i've just finished this book in the afternoon, it's a really awesome book, i give it a 4/5 rating
here's a little something about it:
Title: I did tell, I did (true story)
author: Cassie Harte
pages: 292
Price: Rm44.90 (mph)
292 pages is not very long you can finish reading in a couple of hours, or 2 days max.. her writing is easily understood. i will also include the cover of this book in this post.
here is the book's synopsis:
" For as long as i can remember i knew i was different. i knew, because i was told every day of my life, that i wasn't loved or wanted. there was only one person who ever said that he loved me, that i was special...."
here is the book review from amazon.com:
Cassie was just a little girl who wanted to be loved. Betrayed by her mother in the most horrific manner, and abused by her 'uncle', she had to fight to survive the demons of her past. Cassie couldn't remember when the abuse began, but from an early age she knew that her life was different from other children. Her mother made it clear that she wasn't wanted, she wasn't loved and He said that he was her friend, that this was his way of showing her that she was special. With no one else to turn to, finally she found the courage to speak out, to tell her mother what he did to her. But her mother wouldn't listen, and with horror, Cassie was to discover exactly who her abuser was, and why she would never be heard. I Did Tell, I Did is the incredible story of a girl who was betrayed by everyone who should have loved her, and how she overcame the pain to find happiness and love, and to learn how to live with her past.
here's what i think about it:
when reading i couldn't put it down even for a second, it gives of a feeling to want to know more what's going on (probably i feel that in any book i've read)...when you think your life is terrible, there's always someone out there having worst problems that you could ever face. reading true stories help me understand that there is always someone out there needed help..so please do lend a hand or maybe just your ear to listen..what you think is minor.. is always bigger to the person who needs it...=>
here's how the cover looks like :
here's a little something about it:
Title: I did tell, I did (true story)
author: Cassie Harte
pages: 292
Price: Rm44.90 (mph)
292 pages is not very long you can finish reading in a couple of hours, or 2 days max.. her writing is easily understood. i will also include the cover of this book in this post.
here is the book's synopsis:
" For as long as i can remember i knew i was different. i knew, because i was told every day of my life, that i wasn't loved or wanted. there was only one person who ever said that he loved me, that i was special...."
here is the book review from amazon.com:
Cassie was just a little girl who wanted to be loved. Betrayed by her mother in the most horrific manner, and abused by her 'uncle', she had to fight to survive the demons of her past. Cassie couldn't remember when the abuse began, but from an early age she knew that her life was different from other children. Her mother made it clear that she wasn't wanted, she wasn't loved and He said that he was her friend, that this was his way of showing her that she was special. With no one else to turn to, finally she found the courage to speak out, to tell her mother what he did to her. But her mother wouldn't listen, and with horror, Cassie was to discover exactly who her abuser was, and why she would never be heard. I Did Tell, I Did is the incredible story of a girl who was betrayed by everyone who should have loved her, and how she overcame the pain to find happiness and love, and to learn how to live with her past.
here's what i think about it:
when reading i couldn't put it down even for a second, it gives of a feeling to want to know more what's going on (probably i feel that in any book i've read)...when you think your life is terrible, there's always someone out there having worst problems that you could ever face. reading true stories help me understand that there is always someone out there needed help..so please do lend a hand or maybe just your ear to listen..what you think is minor.. is always bigger to the person who needs it...=>
here's how the cover looks like :
Monday, December 7, 2009
B-U-S-Y for the day
i had quite a day today, well at least its for you to judge..good, bad, tiring, awesome, great, normal...My dad woke us, ' me and my sister' up today, i looked out the window confused asking myself "why so early??".. i grab my mobile from under my pillow i stared at the time on my display screen..it was 9.00am.. i sat on my bed thinking.. i went to bed at 4.00 am...i stared at my mobile..a thought struck me, HOLY SHIT!!...i just remembered an outing with my foster sister, monteiro aka monty...
i looked at the clock and thought "aiks!! 9.05am, not enough time!! might be late"..as i hurried to wash up..it was then i remembered, my mobile time was 15 minutes ahead. i sighed in relieve..i hurried, got dress and went downstairs had breakfast with family.. and texted monty..hey ill be late..maybe 9.45am....
thus, i waited for my dad to finish working on his documents, i took my novel and read "i did tell, i did by cassie harte"...monty told me she was there and i was still waiting in the CAR!! cuz something happened with the documents when we were about to leave.. soo yea 15 minutes in the car and i was reading....my dad finally finished and said sorry ... i texted monty sorry im late... the journey started at around 10.15, 45 minutes delayed!!..
i thought my dad knew where dance centre was, and he nearly took me to the church...who can you blame ..you just have to laugh it off and say "parents"... anyway i was there and monty was drinking her coke early in the morning with an empty stomach.. my dad dropped me and left..i left walking with monty...i apologize again for being late i looked around the shop lots
aye aye, barely any of those boutique were even open... soo we walked..there was a couple that was opened and yes i was texting..kent...he told me bout his back ache dont have to get into details..soo we walked into a shop..started browsing.. the sales lady was speaking in cantonese, since my god sis couldn't understand, Ive to translate and reply the sales girl in mandarin, we were browsing..when monty spilled coke on the floor, we went "oh shit", i turned and look, the sales girls wasn't looking and hurridely left the boutique. " we're not going in there again" monty told me, i just nodded..
soo we went around looking, we practically walked the whole area..there was a lot of boutiques..monty got tired of trying on clothes, i was texting and giving comments on what she wants, pretty normal things..we entered pretty pets, i got something for my dog....we got really tired by noon around 12.30pm maybe... going from boutiques to boutiques.. we took a break..i asked kent if he wanted to come..and well my back was aching..we sat down ordered milo, ate some simple "kuih", around 1.20pm or so monty told me.." ehh vi, you know what im not going to the prom"..i was dumbfounded, i asked her why..etc etc im not giving the details, so we continued walking
since monty wanted a new wallet, we walk into the '25bucks shop' she browsed for her wallet i looked at caps, real colorful ... while walking.. we bumped into alex aka lexie from across the road..we went over and chatted, she had a facial treatment 0.0...... must be for the prom ..
anyway we talked..her mom came, monty's dad came..picked me up sent me home..
i was exhausted, it around 2 when i finally get to settle down lying on my bed.. i was texting, reading about to fall asleep..at around 2.30 when my eyes couldnt take it any longer, i slept till around 4.00 whn ilmin texted me " sorry im not going to the prom" etc... i replied him and told him i was napping..and soon after that about 20 mintues kent texted, i got up and texted him.." I still wanna sleep"..skiping the details..soo i woke up..got dress, pack and woke my mom to drive me to the club
on the way there it was drizzling, i was texting you know who.. reached there i went by the pool side to read, kent came at around 5.30pm..he sort of gave me shock, he came from the back and gently tapped me on my shoulders..'i was reading, so i didn't notice him'..he swam for about 1 hour..and had to leave..
after about 15 minutes in the pool after kent left, i went and took a shower, and got home...had dinner and went online...by the way dinner was home made pasta ><... this is where i ended up later on in the night...B-L-O-G-G-I-N-G...
here's the food i bought for my dog...
the strawberry smell is really nice =D.....
i looked at the clock and thought "aiks!! 9.05am, not enough time!! might be late"..as i hurried to wash up..it was then i remembered, my mobile time was 15 minutes ahead. i sighed in relieve..i hurried, got dress and went downstairs had breakfast with family.. and texted monty..hey ill be late..maybe 9.45am....
thus, i waited for my dad to finish working on his documents, i took my novel and read "i did tell, i did by cassie harte"...monty told me she was there and i was still waiting in the CAR!! cuz something happened with the documents when we were about to leave.. soo yea 15 minutes in the car and i was reading....my dad finally finished and said sorry ... i texted monty sorry im late... the journey started at around 10.15, 45 minutes delayed!!..
i thought my dad knew where dance centre was, and he nearly took me to the church...who can you blame ..you just have to laugh it off and say "parents"... anyway i was there and monty was drinking her coke early in the morning with an empty stomach.. my dad dropped me and left..i left walking with monty...i apologize again for being late i looked around the shop lots
aye aye, barely any of those boutique were even open... soo we walked..there was a couple that was opened and yes i was texting..kent...he told me bout his back ache dont have to get into details..soo we walked into a shop..started browsing.. the sales lady was speaking in cantonese, since my god sis couldn't understand, Ive to translate and reply the sales girl in mandarin, we were browsing..when monty spilled coke on the floor, we went "oh shit", i turned and look, the sales girls wasn't looking and hurridely left the boutique. " we're not going in there again" monty told me, i just nodded..
soo we went around looking, we practically walked the whole area..there was a lot of boutiques..monty got tired of trying on clothes, i was texting and giving comments on what she wants, pretty normal things..we entered pretty pets, i got something for my dog....we got really tired by noon around 12.30pm maybe... going from boutiques to boutiques.. we took a break..i asked kent if he wanted to come..and well my back was aching..we sat down ordered milo, ate some simple "kuih", around 1.20pm or so monty told me.." ehh vi, you know what im not going to the prom"..i was dumbfounded, i asked her why..etc etc im not giving the details, so we continued walking
since monty wanted a new wallet, we walk into the '25bucks shop' she browsed for her wallet i looked at caps, real colorful ... while walking.. we bumped into alex aka lexie from across the road..we went over and chatted, she had a facial treatment 0.0...... must be for the prom ..
anyway we talked..her mom came, monty's dad came..picked me up sent me home..
i was exhausted, it around 2 when i finally get to settle down lying on my bed.. i was texting, reading about to fall asleep..at around 2.30 when my eyes couldnt take it any longer, i slept till around 4.00 whn ilmin texted me " sorry im not going to the prom" etc... i replied him and told him i was napping..and soon after that about 20 mintues kent texted, i got up and texted him.." I still wanna sleep"..skiping the details..soo i woke up..got dress, pack and woke my mom to drive me to the club
on the way there it was drizzling, i was texting you know who.. reached there i went by the pool side to read, kent came at around 5.30pm..he sort of gave me shock, he came from the back and gently tapped me on my shoulders..'i was reading, so i didn't notice him'..he swam for about 1 hour..and had to leave..
after about 15 minutes in the pool after kent left, i went and took a shower, and got home...had dinner and went online...by the way dinner was home made pasta ><... this is where i ended up later on in the night...B-L-O-G-G-I-N-G...
here's the food i bought for my dog...
the strawberry smell is really nice =D.....
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Against Medical Advice
Here's a great book that I'd like to share
Title: Against Medical Advice (true story)
By : James Patterson and Hal Friedman
pages: 269
mph price:Rm34.90
#1 new york times bestseller.
I knew about this book in an old issue of galaxie magazine, i read the synopsis i thought it was a good book..and soo it turned out to be a great book.. even my dad says so lol
here is a rough synopsis on it...you can see the book cover below...
by the way it says 269 pages..its not thick at all...
below is the book synopsis:
One morning in March of 1989, just before my fifth birthday, i woke up as a normal, healthy boy. By that afternoon, i had an irresistible urge to shake my head-continually-and the course of my life changed in ways few people had ever seen or could begin to understand......
here's something in the book i find really touching:
dear mom and dad,
i feel so bad for what happened last night, every time i think about it, my actions seem more and more ridiculous. i cant believe i curse at you both of you like that. i know it wasn't me, because i would never blow up on you when you were only trying to help.
mom, the fact that i made you cry makes me want to shoot myself. Out of all the things in life, seeing you cry absolutely kills me. i feel like a beast. it's like i took the most loving angel and broke its heart over nothing. mom, you are an angel to me . I'm the luckiest kid in this world to have you as my mom. i would take Tourette's one hundred times as bad and be condemned to a wheelchair for my whole life, unable to move my body, just so i could have you as my mother. i really mean it. i love you mom, and i'm sorry for hurting you.
dad, i always feel so terrible for raging at you. i know all you want to do is to help me and make me happy. and i love you more than you can imagine. and i know you dont deserve one bit of it. you're the best dad i could have ever asked for, and i'm incredibly lucky to have you as my dad.
even though i've got harder life than many other people, you guys totally turn the tables on what could have been a tough life and turned it into a blessed life, full of love, caring, and happiness. you're more than i could have ever asked for or imagined. i love you both so much and hope you'll accept my apologies. i love you, Mom and Dad.
cory
and like i mention above the cover of the book:
Title: Against Medical Advice (true story)
By : James Patterson and Hal Friedman
pages: 269
mph price:Rm34.90
#1 new york times bestseller.
I knew about this book in an old issue of galaxie magazine, i read the synopsis i thought it was a good book..and soo it turned out to be a great book.. even my dad says so lol
here is a rough synopsis on it...you can see the book cover below...
by the way it says 269 pages..its not thick at all...
below is the book synopsis:
One morning in March of 1989, just before my fifth birthday, i woke up as a normal, healthy boy. By that afternoon, i had an irresistible urge to shake my head-continually-and the course of my life changed in ways few people had ever seen or could begin to understand......
here's something in the book i find really touching:
dear mom and dad,
i feel so bad for what happened last night, every time i think about it, my actions seem more and more ridiculous. i cant believe i curse at you both of you like that. i know it wasn't me, because i would never blow up on you when you were only trying to help.
mom, the fact that i made you cry makes me want to shoot myself. Out of all the things in life, seeing you cry absolutely kills me. i feel like a beast. it's like i took the most loving angel and broke its heart over nothing. mom, you are an angel to me . I'm the luckiest kid in this world to have you as my mom. i would take Tourette's one hundred times as bad and be condemned to a wheelchair for my whole life, unable to move my body, just so i could have you as my mother. i really mean it. i love you mom, and i'm sorry for hurting you.
dad, i always feel so terrible for raging at you. i know all you want to do is to help me and make me happy. and i love you more than you can imagine. and i know you dont deserve one bit of it. you're the best dad i could have ever asked for, and i'm incredibly lucky to have you as my dad.
even though i've got harder life than many other people, you guys totally turn the tables on what could have been a tough life and turned it into a blessed life, full of love, caring, and happiness. you're more than i could have ever asked for or imagined. i love you both so much and hope you'll accept my apologies. i love you, Mom and Dad.
cory
and like i mention above the cover of the book:
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Beauty from within
this morning, i was awoken by the vibrations of my phone... it was Ilmin, we greeted each other and we started chatting through text messages, after a quick wash up..i turned on the computer and went online, of course the early bird, kent was practically the only one there...><...
we were chatting on normal things, when ilmin started texting me about what do i actually think about muscular guys...the first thought i had was "man boobs" *inside joke*...of course that wasnt my reply to him, i told him that he looks fine etc..since willie showed me his body and all... soo i told kent about it..this is what my real thought is...
ever wonder, i wish i could look better..or i wish i was more muscular...i wish i had a pretty face.. we teens has this problems..it's practically what we do..we question ourselves, let's just say i do the same thing.. we are all very self-concious, trying to achive perfection is like a star in heaven..even i do that and im not afraid to admit but its like an addiction.. i can never stop...
maybe its just a lack of self-esteem but perfection, tempting isnt it .... let's think it through now...hmm... do you think the outside says it all??... do you think if you achive perfection on looks people will like you?? do you think outside is all that matters?? think about it, these questions sieze my attention for today...what i think is..no i dont think the "outside" says it all and no i think perfection on looks is not everything and the "outside" isnt the only thing that matters..
what i want to achive is to find my "inner-self", i want to understand me; sounds a bit whacky i know, i want to find other people's true-self, the real you.. you are always taught not to ever ever judge a book by its cover.. its a phrase that says it all. teen looking for looks and perfection, neglect their true-self.. personality, being honest with yourself would be the best way instead of a false mask...
in my mind beauty that comes from within is the AWESOMEST, BESTEST, GREATEST, etc beauty in this whole world..everyone is Beautiful in their own way and their own way is special, unique, outstanding , magnificent etc and ONE OF A KIND... when looking for someone do you pick looks over personality?? or do you like personality over looks??..
no matter how you think of yourself, there's always a missing edge, let say me..hmm i wan smaller hips.. a prettier curve..who doesnt wan that..yet in other people's eyes i am pretty just the way i am.. but human always desire for more and the better. it is hard as none of us..NOONE is perfect... but having a great personality sometimes outshine your features..knowing yourself is important,try finding the real you..it'll take a long long long time..
quote for the day :
Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of somebody else. ~Judy Garland
find your inner self, it might be as radiant as the sun .....
we were chatting on normal things, when ilmin started texting me about what do i actually think about muscular guys...the first thought i had was "man boobs" *inside joke*...of course that wasnt my reply to him, i told him that he looks fine etc..since willie showed me his body and all... soo i told kent about it..this is what my real thought is...
ever wonder, i wish i could look better..or i wish i was more muscular...i wish i had a pretty face.. we teens has this problems..it's practically what we do..we question ourselves, let's just say i do the same thing.. we are all very self-concious, trying to achive perfection is like a star in heaven..even i do that and im not afraid to admit but its like an addiction.. i can never stop...
maybe its just a lack of self-esteem but perfection, tempting isnt it .... let's think it through now...hmm... do you think the outside says it all??... do you think if you achive perfection on looks people will like you?? do you think outside is all that matters?? think about it, these questions sieze my attention for today...what i think is..no i dont think the "outside" says it all and no i think perfection on looks is not everything and the "outside" isnt the only thing that matters..
what i want to achive is to find my "inner-self", i want to understand me; sounds a bit whacky i know, i want to find other people's true-self, the real you.. you are always taught not to ever ever judge a book by its cover.. its a phrase that says it all. teen looking for looks and perfection, neglect their true-self.. personality, being honest with yourself would be the best way instead of a false mask...
in my mind beauty that comes from within is the AWESOMEST, BESTEST, GREATEST, etc beauty in this whole world..everyone is Beautiful in their own way and their own way is special, unique, outstanding , magnificent etc and ONE OF A KIND... when looking for someone do you pick looks over personality?? or do you like personality over looks??..
no matter how you think of yourself, there's always a missing edge, let say me..hmm i wan smaller hips.. a prettier curve..who doesnt wan that..yet in other people's eyes i am pretty just the way i am.. but human always desire for more and the better. it is hard as none of us..NOONE is perfect... but having a great personality sometimes outshine your features..knowing yourself is important,try finding the real you..it'll take a long long long time..
quote for the day :
Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of somebody else. ~Judy Garland
find your inner self, it might be as radiant as the sun .....
Friday, December 4, 2009
Choices makes Future
today was like any other day for me... but a sudden thought came to me.. I've been wondering..
what is it like if i get to know my future?? will my dreams turn into reality?? many unanswered questions still buried deep in my mind.
to think about it.. no one can actually tell your future even a psychic, this is because in life we made many choices. sometimes it turns out to be gold. but other times its a total set back. is making choices hard?? choices affects the present and future. people who lives in the darkness of their past.. its time to continue your journey...
the future sometimes is not all that important... only the present counts... if you made the right choice and take a correct path nothing will go wrong.. yes journey of life is full of bumpy roads, mountains even higher than Everest, pain and suffer. with your choice no one except you can decide for your future.
sometimes difficult choices are to be made, you may loose a friend or two, or damage something, having regrets. But it is all the choices you've made.. other times you put the blame on someone else and is afraid to admit you made the wrong choice.
learning to make the correct choices might take a whole life time.. when stuck in a sticky situation you have to began to think and make a choice. if you are to regret the choice you've made, you can never turn back time and change, yes it it hurts to stand up when you fall...
people living in the past, its time to move on.. people thinking about the future it's time you think about the present...its not past not future but the PRESENT.. maybe it is hard as many of us has troubles in life.. but its time you stand up and make our own CHOICE....
quote for the day : “It is our choices that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities.”
which path do you pick??
what is it like if i get to know my future?? will my dreams turn into reality?? many unanswered questions still buried deep in my mind.
to think about it.. no one can actually tell your future even a psychic, this is because in life we made many choices. sometimes it turns out to be gold. but other times its a total set back. is making choices hard?? choices affects the present and future. people who lives in the darkness of their past.. its time to continue your journey...
the future sometimes is not all that important... only the present counts... if you made the right choice and take a correct path nothing will go wrong.. yes journey of life is full of bumpy roads, mountains even higher than Everest, pain and suffer. with your choice no one except you can decide for your future.
sometimes difficult choices are to be made, you may loose a friend or two, or damage something, having regrets. But it is all the choices you've made.. other times you put the blame on someone else and is afraid to admit you made the wrong choice.
learning to make the correct choices might take a whole life time.. when stuck in a sticky situation you have to began to think and make a choice. if you are to regret the choice you've made, you can never turn back time and change, yes it it hurts to stand up when you fall...
people living in the past, its time to move on.. people thinking about the future it's time you think about the present...its not past not future but the PRESENT.. maybe it is hard as many of us has troubles in life.. but its time you stand up and make our own CHOICE....
quote for the day : “It is our choices that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities.”
which path do you pick??
Thursday, December 3, 2009
This is because...........
well the title said it all.... I'm starting to blog because i am actually wasting away at home..nothing much happens around me...Its just me and my little, tiny, small world. today i did practically NOTHING i think...
i woke up, and started to text... i dawdled on my bed..and etc
next i watched anime and ate homemade nasi lemak as lunch, thus u can pretty much guess what time i was up.
Thn i got tired of anime, its naruto btw...i went to read..
i nearly feel asleep and i got a text and started texting all over...
thn watched some Tv, showered, skip dinner, went online, went on webcam with shaun
soo here i am now....my little world that revolves around me is pretty SUCKY
i woke up, and started to text... i dawdled on my bed..and etc
next i watched anime and ate homemade nasi lemak as lunch, thus u can pretty much guess what time i was up.
Thn i got tired of anime, its naruto btw...i went to read..
i nearly feel asleep and i got a text and started texting all over...
thn watched some Tv, showered, skip dinner, went online, went on webcam with shaun
soo here i am now....my little world that revolves around me is pretty SUCKY
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